Saturday, August 26, 2017


Hi olls..
Its long time no usual life is more busy more merrier..but the best things after last entry of my blog posting..definitely..i m more positive..positive mind n positive thinking..i am my way now..alone..ehh..not really alone with my beloved family..

Life is more and more better nowadays..not to be so melenting as before..muahahaha..and the best part i have learned more about outside world..befriended with non malaysian..wah international la kaw sangat..but its really open your mind..yes before this i am in one of social page yang have a lots on pentipu..faker..since before ramadhan la..but when ramadhan terkantoi la one of this mamat..ehh kaw buka puasa jam 7..pada hal in UK semua berbuka jam 9..muahaha..wrong person beb to tipu tipu..

For me life outside there more dangerous coz u need to be more kental ..if not tu yang banyak berlaku beware..stay a distance to benda benda yg mengarut..

Family life is more fun..the kids grew up nicely..and eat a lots..haha..yes im enjoy cooking for them..but nowadays no more membazir because with a mission to be done by this end of year..insyaallah..semoga dipermudahkan segala urusan to be tetamu allah..

Friendship? yes all negative aura im blocking them..and the best thing im feeling more free..more happy and more positive..lantak depa..i dont want to know about bagus jugak keep distance ni..takde negative to mengumpat n provoke im more positive..u can do anything u want without any boundaries..keep it of urself..and explore it positively..

sibling? hahaha..yes i m also like lantak korang la..i m doing my rolls as daughter to my mother n father..if they want to ckp belakang lantak korang...

working life? Im 100% not in staff room..i have my own room..and a beautiful,hardworking and understanding partner..syukur sangat..and this year more systematic..all job supervised consistently..and best part..i have pengetua yang very supportive..ohh my this is my golden era kot..

Okey thats all for now..see you..taaaa

Tuesday, May 2, 2017


Morning people..its a longgggggg time not too bloging myself..definitely i m too busy with my house routine n my work more complicated nowadays..for the time being..i am struggling myself,friendship,life n career..ya ya ya go go girl..

For 2016 there a lots of emotional effect beyond me..i have to think my i am to positive toward themm..but..they betrayed my believe..when i think to forget about all negative thinky..suddenly..something pop up my mind..ya i found out about blocking thinggy,unfriended thinggy  n custome the privacy ..yuckk its suck..seriously..when u thrust someone..then they still negative thinking toward u..then ..what u can do? what i feel was very terrible feeling..angry of course i am..upset of myself i doing something wrong? do i show off myself? wait..its my page ..its wrong i'm sharing my happines while i cooking while i m travelling..such a narrow minded..erkkk

To the friendship i realize some of my friend are taking for granted..not sincerely enough..when i seat down thinking about this..something cross my mind..i always do anything to comfort my friends..but when it turn to this person..they never think that i am important to them..for example which happen to me..i'm driving about 40km with traffic n jam juz to meet one of my 'best friend' to delivered the morning she said ok..before i m going out she still said ok..we can meet up..BUT when u arrived destination she said she cant make it..reason i know the reason becuz she is busy to chasing the guy..which at the end the guy married others woman..fair enough..what would u feel if u r in my shoes? ya we are not spoken for 1 year..but i'm still okey nevermind..but inside its hurt myself so much..waa..

When we r together again..everything is not so normal coz sometimes she always provoke me with some crazy things she done..ya..its time to move on..why u stay aite?  The world is do i..
A lots of miserable friends that open my eyes early 2017..which open widely open my eyes..ya i dont need friends that always provoke everything about me..i dont care who u been friended even my enemy for me please no need to provoke  n please respect each the best thing..ya..i need to 'clean' negative vibes ..

So here i am..the new me..i'm happy with my life..doing all my favourite things..being i found myself release..relieve..better..and i glad i m still have positive friend with me..thanks to new chapter..seal all bad negative thingy..welcome positive vibes..

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